1. bainespal says:

    I feel like all I’ve ever been searching for is reality, because my life feels completely artificial, and anything I do to try to be real only results in more artificiality and hypocrisy. But then, I worry that reality might not be worthwhile, that God’s creation might be disappointing compared to nihilistic fantasy.

    • God’s creation might be disappointing compared to nihilistic fantasy.

      It always will be, “thanks” entirely to the corrupting invasion of man-caused sin.

      But at the resurrection of creation, oh-ho-ho — the sky’s the limit!

      (Actually, no, not even the sky is the limit, I’m absolutely sure of that.)

    • Bainespal,

      I hear you, I think.  Modern American evangelicalism can indeed seem phony and pretentious if only because it’s been so coddled by American freedom and affluence.  Sometimes it can feel to me like my whole spiritual experience is one big put-on.  But I don’t believe those feelings when I have them; the idea that as we draw closer to God we become more complete, more whole, more truly ourselves is something that Christians have been exploring for centuries, and it makes perfect sense to my mind.  It was a favorite theme of C.S. Lewis, and if you haven’t yet read The Weight of Glory, I highly recommend it.  In that vein, you might also be interested in some of my own musings on the subject of human expectations, as influenced by John Piper and others.

What say you?